Random 16

i genuinely wonder why sometimes words come out of my mouth,

like i am conscious most ofthe time that i identify with a personality i picked up and which is comfortable to me

but it sometimes blabbers random things which make me amused of myself

as an observer

weird

everything is weird for me

i use that word in every other sentence

and to be honest, i have stopped writing because I kinda had a great great time recently

i faced my fears and moved to a different place

got a new work thing where it kinda seems okayish if not good from here

and i am kinda over my ex partner too

(like i miss and think about her every single day but it hurts less)

a new trap i am into is - Astrology

a lot of people around me are interested in it nowadays

maybe its our age or the social media or just a bias of mine

but yeah

i really wish to write a novel someday,

in a dark theme where it exposes all the bad things in all character’s head

but not denying we are good too

does it even matter if we can sleep at night

I have re learned that being distracted is the smoothest way to live.

i have realised that even i genuinely am into someone i know from the start that if i want to date them or not

like i cannot be converted later on

first conversation gets the work done

then its all the tension chases

I think someday an AI agent will use this data against me

and to be honest, I dont even care about it

reality is the biggest jokes in all of out lives

so i hope you are doing great too

at this point i have no idea what i do here

one thing is that i want to remember how i used to think when i was at this age this moment

but honestly i dont think i would ever bother to read any of my writings ever

whats done is done for me

(except for her lol)

good bye have a good holidays you westerners